30.5.08
30 on 30th
And here it is again, another day when it's a special day for almost everyone. Of course, its a normal day for me.
Im typing this at Seoul Garden, having dinner with my sisters, joe and ammar.
its almost 930 and i am due to catch a bus at 1030. going back to ipoh for the weekend.
ill blog more when im home. This is so that i can have this significant birthday on my site...
Aida is 30, on 30th May 2008. More years to come? May be... InsyaAllah.. :)
27.5.08
m.a.n.j.a?
Telling me that the package that i sent him arrived at his parent's place.
We exchanged a few smses, with his last sms asking me this :
"And Manja Aida is....?"
It took me so long to reply him this. Let see... Manja....
MANJA: Derived from the Malay word meaning "to pamper", it describes gooey, childlike and coquettish behaviour by women designed to elicit sympathy or pampering by men.
Example : "His girlfriend is damn manja, one. Hear her speak only can kena diabetes."
Source : http://www.talkingcock.com/ (The Coxford Singlish Dictionary)
It's not a word to desribe me, i can assure you that, as i didnt see myself as a 'manja girl'.
Of course, being a child before, i sometimes wanna be pampered by my parents, but that didnt come as a usual thing for me, not that i long to be manja by my parents, i know they have hard times so i usually will not want to be in their ways.
I wasn't even be a manja girlfriend.
The very reason was because i am- i think- was always dominant.
My bfs before, was either too childish, that i have to manja-ing them, or too firm, that ill have to be on my toes all the time.
So... is Aida manja? Hmm... i need more time to think about it.. LOL...
and finally.. my answer to his sms was ...
"Manja Aida is the one who wanna be spoiled, cuddled, basically being loved like a child she is."
Yes? No? May be.... i wish lahh...
25.5.08
Ammar and |bu's 1st v|s|t to Malacca
It was a day trip, and its not planned. Nani suddently wanna go eat 'ikan bakar' in Malacca and called to ask if we wanna tag along.
So off we go to Malacca at 12noon. Of course, ikan bakar is a dinner thingy, hence no ikan bakar for Nani. But theres a lot of running around and fun for little Ammar. With his 'hidung berbelang' - this 'nose job' was his latest injury, due to he recently 'kissed' the side walk at Taman Tasik Titiwangsa.

In the car..Ammar nak beyoon..

See his "hidung belang".. so cute!

"What to order, Ibu??????"

Wooohooo... Hello Malacca!!!


Tired. Wanna sit down la............ Getting advise from ayah on how to pose


Ada fish tak cik Yoon?? ..............................Tr y to get him to pose for a pict


But he have somewhereselse to go................. Finally!!!

Ammar with ibu n ayah
24.5.08
ma makna haza?
Understanding d meanings make a better solat. Hope it brings manfaat, insyaAllah.
Doa Iftitah
Allah Maha Besar dan segala puji bagi Allah dengan banyaknya.
Maha suci Allah sepanjang pagi dan petang.
Aku hadapkan wajahku bagi Tuhan yang mencipta langit dan bumi,
dengan suasana lurus dan berserah diri dan aku bukan dari golongan orang musyrik.
Sesungguhnya solatku,
Ibadatku,
hidupku,
matiku
adalah untuk Allah Tuhan sekelian alam.
Tidak ada sekutu bagiNya dan kepadaku diperintahkan untuk tidak
menyekutukan bagiNya dan aku dari golongan orang Islam.
Al-Fatihah
Dengan nama Allah yang maha Pemurah lagi maha Mengasihani.
Segala puji bagi Allah, Tuhan semesta alam.
Yang maha pemurah lagi maha mengasihani.
Yang menguasai hari pembalasan.
Hanya Engkaulah yang kami sembah dan hanya kepada Engkau kami mohon pertolongan.
Tunjukilah kami jalan yang lurus.
Iaitu jalan orang-orang yang Engkau kurniakan nikmat kepada mereka, bukan jalan mereka yang Engkau murkai dan bukan jalan mereka yang sesat.
Bacaan ketika rukuk
Maha Suci TuhanKu Yang Maha Mulia dan dengan segala puji-pujiannya.
Bacaan ketika bangun dari rukuk
Allah mendengar pujian orang yang memujinya.
Bacaan ketika iktidal
Wahai Tuhan kami, bagi Engkaulah segala pujian.
Bacaan ketika sujud
Maha suci TuhanKu yang Maha Tinggi dan dengan segala puji-pujiannya.
Bacaan ketika duduk di antara dua sujud
Ya Allah, ampunilah daku,
Rahmatilah daku,
kayakan daku,
angkatlah darjatku,
rezekikan daku,
berilah aku hidayah,
sihatkanlah daku dan
maafkanlah akan daku.
Bacaan ketika Tahiyat Awal
Segala penghormatan yang berkat solat yang baik adalah untuk Allah.
Sejahtera atas engkau wahai Nabi dan rahmat Allah serta keberkatannya.
Sejahtera ke atas kami dan atas hamba-hamba Allah yang soleh.
Aku naik saksi bahawa tiada Tuhan melainkan Allah dan aku naik saksi bahawasanya Muhammad itu adalah pesuruh Allah.
Ya Tuhan kami, selawatkanlah ke atas Nabi Muhammad.
Bacaan ketika Tahiyat Akhir
Segala penghormatan yang berkat solat yang baik adalah untuk Allah.
Sejahtera atas engkau wahai Nabi dan rahmat Allah serta keberkatannya.
Sejahtera ke atas kami dan atas hamba-hamba Allah yang soleh.
Aku naik saksi bahawa tiada Tuhan melainkan Allah dan aku naik saksi bahawasanya Muhammad itu adalah pesuruh Allah.
Ya Tuhan kami, selawatkanlah ke atas Nabi Muhammad dan ke atas keluarganya.
Sebagaimana Engkau selawatkan ke atas Ibrahim dan atas keluarga Ibrahim.
Berkatilah ke atas Muhammad dan atas keluarganya sebagaimana Engkau berkati ke atas Ibrahim dan atas keluarga Ibrahim di dalam alam ini.
Sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Terpuji lagi Maha Agung.
Doa Qunut
Ya Allah, berilah aku petunjuk sebagaimana orang-orang yang telah Engkau tunjuki.
Sejahterakanlah aku sebagaimana orang-orang yang telah Engkau sejahterakan.
Pimpinlah aku sebagaimana orang-orang yang telah Engkau pimpin.
Berkatilah hendaknya untukku apa-pa yang telah Engkau berikan padaku.
Jauhkanlah aku daripada segala kejahatan yang telah Engkau tetapkan.
Sesungguhnya hanya Engkau sahajalah yang menetapkan, dan tidak sesiapapun yang berkuasa menetapkan sesuatu selain daripada Engkau.
Sesungguhnya tidak terhina orang yang memperolehi pimpinanMu.
Dan tidak mulia orang-orang yang Engkau musuhi.
Telah memberi berkat Engkau, ya Tuhan kami dan maha tinggi Engkau.
Hanya untuk Engkau sahajalah segala macam puji terhadap apa-apa yang telah Engkau tetapkan.
Dan aku minta ampun dan bertaubat kepada Engkau.
Dan Allah rahmatilah Muhammad, Nabi yang ummi dan sejahtera keatas keluarganya dan sahabat-sahabatnya.
hmmmppphhh
Me : Happy coz man U won?
My friend : yes yes yes Champions of England and Champions of Europe. Man United
are number one. Was crying am so happy!.
Me : Fanatic!
I was woked up by a screaming of this crazy neighbour of mine early this
morning. He made me grumpy the whole morning!!!!
I hate man u. LOL
My friend : i know ur just one of jeleous chelski supporters...
hehehhehe
Me : no lah..me kaki bangku.
sokong Iran je.. ehehehe :P
My friend : i know iknow...all chelski suppoters are kaki bangku..hehhehehe
Me : Cissss...malas nak layan fan-a-tic nih.
baik i pura pura bekerja.. LOL
My friend : baik u pretending sokong Man U..hehhehhe
Me : ehehehe..tamau lah.
its very corny.. when someone asked u which team u support and a woman say
(with gleaming eyes).. man u!!!! when asked who u like most in Man U?
David Bechkam..... (tahun berapa la pompuan ni tengok bola.. kahkahkah)
hmm.. i bet u have a picture of u taken in old trafford stadium? :)
My friend : probably u gonna like this pic..hehehhe

Me : nice one!
U know, i dun HATE man u like i hate snakes.
I hate the FAN that screamed on top of his lung (i think he want Ferguson to
hear him from KL) at 530 in the morning, bloooddy hell?
no respect whatsoever. But then again, thats how 'england fan' always are
anyway, rite? :)
this year euro, i hope they got banned from entering the stadium.
Eh... i dun need to worry... England dun even qualify. Kahkahkah...
And then i think he was upset and started a new topic altogether. LOL!!!
21.5.08
the pr|ce to pay
How much of it can one shoulder?
Is there any scale to tell that it's too much a burden?
Remember the "MrBean song"?
Didn't they say that I would make a mistake? Didn't they say you were gonna be trouble? People told me you were too much to take, I couldn't see it, I didn't wanna know. I let you in and you let me down. You pushed me up and you turned my whole life around.
I wish someone warned me before hand....
19.5.08
14.5.08
f|na||y.. |t's o.v.e.r!
Finally the car claim processes over today, after i went to collect the balance of the claim's proceed at Maluri's Public Bank.
Its a very long process, i lost my car on 4 October 2007, claim approved on 6 April 2008, cheque approved and sent to the bank on 30 April 2008, and today, 14 May 2008, the remaining balance of RM3,953.16 has been deposited to my CIMB bank account.
I am relieved, alhamdulillah.
So now... more money to save monthly, and preparing for another car, insyaAllah, will buy a car before Ramadan this year.
Now wondering which car to buy...
8.5.08
Untuk D|a, atas nama c|nta
Tubuh dalam emosi, Tak bisa bersembunyi,
Aku dan nafasku... MerindukanMu...
Terpuruk ku di sini, Teraniaya sepi.
Dan ku tahu pasti, Kau menemani
Dalam hidupku, Kesendirianku.
Teringat ku teringat, Pada janjiMu ku terikat. Hanya sekejap ku berdiri,
Kulakukan sepenuh hati
Peduli ku peduli. Siang dan malam yang berganti, Pedihku ini tak ada arti,
Jika Kaulah sandaran hati
Kaulah sandaran hati... Sandaran hati
Inikah yang Kau mau? Benarkah ini jalanMu?
Hanyalah Engkau yang ku tuju...
Pegang erat tanganku, Bimbing langkah kakiku
Aku hilang arah, Tanpa hadirMu...
Dalam gelapnya, Malam hariku.
Atas nama cinta, yang terpendam sekian lama. Hanyalah Engkau yang ku tuju...
5.5.08
"Aff|rmat|on"
I believe we place our happiness in other people's hands
I believe that junk food tastes so good because it's bad for you
I believe your parents did the best job they knew how to do
I believe that beauty magazines promote low self-esteem
I believe I'm loved when I'm completely by myself alone
I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye
I believe you can't control or choose your sexuality
I believe that trust is more important than monogamy
I believe your most attractive features are your heart and soul
I believe that family is worth more than money or gold
I believe the struggle for financial freedom is unfair
I believe the only ones who disagree are millionaires
I believe forgiveness is the key to your unhappiness
I believe that wedded bliss negates the need to be undressed
I believe that God does not endorse TV evangelists
I believe in love surviving death into eternity
and I do believe that gentleman is a myth!