30 Sept!

Month end again.

Its 4.38pm.. a saturday... and im still at the office.. pah...

Lets go buy some samosas for iftar?

jommm....


vrooommmm... (aisyah's new car).....

I have lived through 65 of these 99 things

[1] I have read a book before
[ 2] I have run more than 2 miles without stopping (on thread mill)
[ ] I have been to Canada.
[3] I have been on some sort of sports team.
[4] I have watched cartoons for hours before
[5] I have tripped UP the stairs.
[ ] have fallen down an entire flight of stairs.
[ ] have been snowboarding/skiing.
[6] I have played ping pong.
[7] I swam in the ocean.
[ ] I have been on a whale watch.
[8] I have seen fireworks.
[] I have seen a shooting star.
[ ] I have seen a meteor shower.
[9] I have almost drowned.
[10] I have been so embarrassed I wanted todisappear.
[11] I have listened to one cd over & over & overagain.
[ 12]I have had stitch(es).
[ ] I have licked a frozen pole and got stuckthere.
[13] I have stayed up til 6am doing homework /projects..and chatting :P
[14 ] I currently have a job.
[ ] I have been ice skating.
[15] I have been rollerblading.
[16 ] I have fallen flat on my face.
[17] I have tripped over my own two feet.
[ ] I have been in a fist fight.
[18 ] I have played videogames/comfor more than 3 hours straight.
[ 19] I have watched The Power Rangers before.
[20] I do / have attended Church/Mosque regularly.
[] I have played truth or dare.
[21] I have already had my 16th birthday.
[22] I have already had my 17th birthday.
[23] I've called someone stupid. And meant it.
[24] I've been in a verbal argument.
[25] I've cried in school.
[ 26] I've played basketball on a team.
[27 ] I've played softball on a team.
[ ] I've played football on a team.
[ ] I've played soccer on a team.
[ ] I've done cheerleading on a team.
[ ] I've swam on a team.
[28] I've been swimming more than 20 times in mylife.
[ ] I've bungee jumped.
[ ] I've climbed a rock wall before.
[29] I've lost more than $20.
[30] I've called myself an idiot
[31] I've called someone else an idiot
[32] I've cried myself to sleep
[33] I've had (or have) pets.
[ ] I've owned a Spice Girls cd and or tape
[ ] I've owned a Britney Spears cd
[ 34] I've owned an N*Sync cd
[ 35] I've owned a Backstreet Boys cd
[36] I've mooned someone
[37 ] I've sworn at someone in authority
[ 38] I've been in the school newspaper / insights.
[ ] I've been on TV
[39] I've eaten sushi.
[40 ] I've been on the other side of a waterfall
[ 41] I've watched all of the Lord of the Rings movies.
[42 ]I've watched all the Harry Potter movies.
[ ] I've watched the 3 Stoogesat least once.
[ ]I've watched "Newlyweds" Nick & Jessica.
[43 ]I've watched Looney Tunes before.
[ ]I've been stuffed into a locker
[ 44] I've been called a geek.
[45]I've studied hard for a test and got a badgrade.
[46]I've not studied at all for a test and acedit.
[47]I've met a celebrity / music / TV artist.
[48 ]I've written poetry.
[]I've been arrested
[49]I've(had) been attracted to someone much older than me
[]I've been tickled till I've cried
[50 ]I've tickled someone else until they cried
[51] I've had / have siblings
[ 52]I've been to a rock concert
[ 53] I've listened to classical music and enjoyed it
[] I've been in a play [musical]
[ ] i've been picked last in gym class
[ ] I've been picked first in gym class or so
[ ] Ive been picked in that middle-range in gymclass.
[54 ] I've cried in front of my friends
[55 ]I've read a book longer than 1,000 pages
[ ] I've freaked out over a sports game
[] I’ve vomited in public[sob]
[ 56] I've washed someone else’s vomit
[ 57] I’ve ran away
[58] I’ve had a stalker
[59] I've had a fight with someone on txt
[60] I've had a fight with someone face-to-face
[ 61] I've been in a car accident
[62] I've forgiven someone who has done something bad to me
[ 63] I've personally seen someone die
[64] I've been confronted by a police officer but gotaway
[65] I've lost someone who meant the world tome

so much for my happy ending

Let's talk this over

It's not like we're dead

Was it something I did?

Was it something you said?

Don't leave me hangnin'

In a city so dead

Held up so high

On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew

And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted

We were meant to be, supposed to be

But we lost it

All of our memories so close to me

Just fade away

All this time you were pretending

So much for my happy ending

So much for my happy ending

It's nice to know that you were there

Thanks for acting like you care

And making me feel like I was the only one

It's nice to know we had it all

Thanks for watching as I fall

And letting me know we were DONE

He was everything, everything that I wanted

We were meant to be, supposed to be

But we lost it

All of the memories so close to me

Just fade away

All this time you were pretending

So much for my happy ending

Burdened? U can handle it..InsyaAllah..

Ramadhan 2006

Its my favorite month of all, apart from May, of course.
But somehow, it’s a bit weird this year. May be because a big part of my plan didn’t work, and I’m still stuck in KL, and that there is no emails on fasting and iftar’s schedules like last year.

Anyhow, I’m still somehow having the same routine.
Wake up for sahur, then fajr, catch some sleep, work, work and work, iftar at work if I have a lot of thing to do, home, maghrib, isya and tarawikh at the musollah, home, cook for extended iftar, sleep. Pretty much that, every day except weekends.

Theres a lot of stories when it came to Ramadhan. When I was still a small kid, I used to jump with happiness whenever the Penyimpan Mohor Raja Raja announced the date for 1st Ramadhan and 1st Syawal.

Now that I’m all grown up… the fun was to joke about the same man that made me jump around before J . Trying to guess what colour of baju melayu he will be wearing was so much fun it seems. Hahaha… I guess this year, I need to send him a raya card and say sorry.

Anyway, I pray that my Ramadhan this year will be way way better then the last one, and I hope ill get to have another Ramadhan next year, insyaAllah.

Wassalam

Changes. . .

Salams

It's a long week.
Tired emotionally and mentally and phisycally.

Anyway, its going to be Ramadhan soon... insyaAllah.
The best month in a year. I love Ramadhan and May the most.

I was doing my work at my desk just now, with winplayer blasting on my earphones.
And this song, a song that my dear friend, lets call him "T" one day sang to me.

It was a 'blues' day and i was down with my own 'ding dong' mind.
And he called and said i didnt sound happy. And i said, yeah, ive seen a better day.

Then, he just asked me to listen to him... and he sang ...

I feel unhappy
I feel so sad
I lost the best friend
That I ever had

She was my woman
I loved her so
But its too late now
Ive let her go

Im going through changes
Im going through changes
We shared the years
We shared each day
In love together
We found a way
But soon the world
Had its evil way

My heart was blinded
Love went astray

Im going through changes
Im going through changes

It took so long
To realize
That I can still hear
Her last goodbyes

Now all my days
Are filled with tears
Wish I could go back
And change these years

Im going through changes
Im going through changes

of course.. he only sang me the first verse, as i laughed so hard (man... i think i sounded better).

Hmm.... think think... may be i should go and audition for the next One in A Million - i wanna sing... "U r my sunshine... my only sunshine".. ehehehe

Wanna go home.

Till tomorrow... saturday.. ill have a BIG date with SJ!

The giant ship engine that failed...

Ever heard the story of the giant ship engine that failed?

The ship's owners tried one expert after another, but none of them could
figure but how to fix the engine. Then they brought in an old man who had
been fixing ships since he was a youngster. He carried a large bag of tools
with him, and when he arrived, he immediately went to work. He inspected
the engine very carefully, top to bottom.

Two of the ship's owners were there, watching this man, hoping he would
know what to do. After looking things over, the old man reached into his
bag and pulled out a small hammer.

He gently tapped something. Instantly, the engine lurched into life. He carefully put his hammer away. The engine was fixed! A week later, the owners received a bill from the old man for
ten thousand dollars.


"What?!" the owners exclaimed. "He hardly did anything!"

So they wrote the old man a note saying, "Please send us an itemized bill."

The man sent a bill that read:

Tapping with a hammer ............................... $ 2.00
Knowing where to tap ...........................$ 9998.00

Effort is important, but knowing where to make an effort in your life makes all the difference.

Leaving Singapore

13 September 2006..

9 days earlier then scheduled.

Still going to have trainings in kl.. so i cant say im relieved..

I have more bags then i thought ill be bringing back.. i cant imagine how am i going to handle them...

See u guys back in KL tomorrow!!!

Feeman Allah

Fairies... just to make u smile..

A married couple in their early 60s was out celebrating their 35th weddinganniversary in a quiet, romantic little restaurant.

Suddenly, a tiny yet beautiful fairy appeared on their table and said, "For being such an exemplary married couple and for being faithful to each other for all this time, I will grant you each a wish.

"Oh, I want to travel around the world with my darling husband" said the wife.



The fairy waved her magic wand and poof! - two tickets for the QueenMary II luxury liner appeared in her hands.

Then it was the husband's turn. He thought for a moment and said:
"Well, this is all very romantic, but an opportunity like this will nevercome again. I'm sorry my love, but my wish is to have a wife 30 years younger than me."

Both the wife and the fairy were deeply disappointed, but a wish is a wish.
So the fairy waved her magic wand and - poof! - the husband became 92 years old.


The moral of the story:

Men who are ungrateful ******* should remember that fairies are female.

Ahmad Ammar Farhan

Salams...

This is Ammar Farhan... the newest member of the family.

He is so cute and adorable.. and hardly cries.
I love his eyes.
I wish i have a lot more time with him.

Last weekend was the first time i saw him after he was born (19 July 2006).
I snapped so many of his picts, but i only managed to have these few picts on him here. (Some error while uploading).

Cant wait to go home.. to see all of my cute little anak sedara.. Alisya.. Ain, Aiman and Ammar.. and snap picts of them together.. :)

This weekend.. insyaAllah... Ill be in KL and will go back to Ipoh for the weekend.







Ok.. i wanna go back to my room and pack up.. tomorrow will check out and then fly back to KL .. Singapore Airlines.. nice.. :)

Will go to last dinner with Pakcik Mahmood and the gang after this.

Till tomorrow!