sweet dream, bad day

Yesterday's morning, when i woke up, i smiled as i had a very good dream last night.
Mr John Sung, my x-boss, gave me a raise. Who could guess, from my normal salary, i was given a huge raise. HUGE! A $30K salary a month.

And at the end of the day last night, i wished that i hadn't woke up from that dream.

Yesterday was a sad day.

At 4am, Ita received a phone call from mak, saying pakcik Khalid, mak ngah's hubby passed away.

7.30am, Nissah was called by Rizal's mom. Our beloved Rizal called upon Allah yesterday. A news that makes me can do nothing almost the whole day. I cried. For Nissah. For Rizal that i never lied my eyes upon.

12.30noon, Joe called and said that one of his Tok passed away.

Innalillah Hi Wa Inna Ilaihi Rojiun... Al-Fatihah to all of them...

How to Survive a day @ d office?

Can't let go

There you are holding her hand
I am lost
Dying to understand
Didn’t I cherish you right?
Don’t you know you were my life ?

Even though I try
I can’t let go
Something in your eyes
Captured my soul
And every night I see you in my dreams
You’re all I know
I can’t let go

Just cast aside
You don’t even know I’m alive
You just walk on by
Don’t care to see me cry

And here I am
Still holding on
I can’t accept

My world is gone

Do you even realize the sorrow I have inside
Everyday of my life

Do you know the way it feels
When all you have just dies

I try and try to deny that I need you
But still you remain on my mind


No I just can’t get you out of my mind
I never can say goodbye

‘Cause every night I see you in my dreams
You’re all I know
I can’t let you go

Even though I try
I can’t let go of something I need so badly

You’re all I know I can’t let go

come back? pls ? pls!!

hmm...

"Lips Of An Angel"

Honey why you calling me so late?

It's kinda hard to talk right now.
Honey why are you crying?
Is everything okay?
I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel

Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye

But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And, yes, I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue

Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel

Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye

But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
And I never wanna say goodbye

But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Honey why you calling me so late?

"Far Away"

This time,

This place

Misused, Mistakes

Too long, Too late

Who was I to make you wait

Just one chance

Just one breath

Just in case there's just one left'

Cause you know,you know, you know

That I love you

I have loved you all along

And I miss you

Been far away for far too long

I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go

Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand

I'd give it all
I'd give for us

Give anything but I won't give up

'Cause you know,you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long

I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go

Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

So far away

Been far away for far too long

So far away

Been far away for far too long

But you know, you know, you know

I wanted, I wanted you to stay

'Cause I needed

I need to hear you say

That I love you

I have loved you all along

And I forgive you

For being away for far too long

So keep breathing

'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore

Believe it

Hold on to me and, never let me go

Keep breathing

'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore

Believe it

Hold on to me and, never let me go

Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go

Keep breathing

Hold on to me and, never let me go

-on my bended knees, asking my Lord to send him back to me... waiting for the days when my prayers answered, InsyaAllah-

CINTA

Wednesday - 6 December 2006 -

It's going to rain, i said at 5pm. And we had booked three movie tickets at the Berjaya Time Square to watch the most awaited movie. And we only have bikes today. So many things still hanging now, with so many cases that will go out of SLA tomorrow.

I looked at Aisyah, and she was like , 'what time are we leaving?', and i dont reply. simply because i dunno the answer. Finally, i shut off my pc at 5.18 and left the building. It was raining, so we decided to take a cab.. which, after the third cab refused to send us to Time Square, which is like 500 metres from our office, we decided to walk. And we walked.

It was a good-drizzling-windy walk. Took our reserved tickets, and went to Station Kopi Tiam to have dinner. And then, at 7pm, we started to the movie theather.

Cinta.

A story about love. Its a touching story, well, i keep on saying to Philo, 'been there, done that'.

And i fell in love with KL again. Its a good story to watch. Surely a $7 (coz i went on Wednesday) worth paying.

And we left the theather after the movie, dazed. Cause we have some happy endings and some sad endings. Just like the real world. A mixture of both and i should say, salute to the script writer and the director.

And i will remember the thing one of the character said...

"Because a little girl teach me, that love is about letting go"...

.iddien.

Up coming Bali Trip- Feb 2007

So so... yesterday, everything has been finalised.

We went to Pan Malaysian at MUI Plaza and i paid for our triple room for our up coming trip to Bali. Next Chinese New Year break. We paid for our flight tickets last week and managed to get a good deal on the hotel room.

Its going to be a blast! I cant wait to have four days tour Bali with Aisyah and Philo.
We call it - Spore three people thingy-.. which, anyone else cant join in.

We arrived to the conclusion of going to Bali after debating on food. We were planning to go to Phuket or Medan... and finally, Bali it is. (Since im going to Medan with Mak and my sisters next May, i think i better go Bali la.. )


Hmmm... any wish list anyone... yeah, i know its like 2 and half months to go.. but hey... i am excited!!!

Selamat Hari Raya!!! Last trip to Spore, with Aisyah n Philo in front of Eid decoration @ Geylang Serai.

In front of Holiday Inn PArk View, our home for a while in Spore. (Waiting for a cab to go to Arab Street for iftar, just after arrived at the hotel).

blocked..blocked everywhere!

Sigh...

I hate it when im trying to excess my gmail and it says... excess blocked.
What the heck? So i just need to do my work and no personal stuff?
For 12 hours a day, 6 days a week?

Sigh...

Anyway... i now found the solution, im using www.kproxy.com to excess what ever web page that is blocked at the office.. shh... dun tell so many people okie :P

But then again... i cant go to meebo.com... sigh again.

Anyway, im quite 'ok' with just gmail then... not that im receivieng much emails anyway ..

Its 3.25 on Saturday. I think its time to go home and catch some sleep.
I dun remember when was the last time i go to sleep early these days.. sigh

Till later!

Kenangan Terindah

To my special someone, who i know, i wont find a replacement. Hidup dengan baik... minta dengan sangat...


Aku yang lemah tanpamu
Aku yang rentan karena
Cinta yang t'lah hilang darimu
Yang mampu menyanjungku

Selama mata terbuka
Sampai jantung tak berdetak
Selama itu pun aku mampu
Untuk mengenangmu

Darimu kutemukan hidupku
Bagiku kaulah cinta sejati

Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau
Kenangan yang terindah dalam hidupku

Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang t'lah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah

Darimu kutemukan hidupku
Bagiku kaulah cinta sejati

Camel Active finally rested

After more then four months, living in an adventure life with me, finally, 31 October 2006, my lovely travelling companion, my humble and cute little luggage, is now rested. Dunno until when, i think should be until may be February 2006, IF my plan to go to Danau Toba with Philo and Aisyah come true. So tonight, InsyaAllah, i will wrap it up in the big bag to prevent dust, and it will go back to its resting place, a corner in my bedroom.

I do think it look a bit tired, rite?

I know the feeling, travelling and get thrown by the potter, trying it's best to stay sane when i put wayyy too much things inside it... but being a Camel Active... it dont supposed to look this tired.. no? :)

Last trip tag. Changi to Kuala Lumpur, Japan Airlines, 31 October 2006.

Rest In Peace my dear luggage. Till next trip !

p/s : dun call me crazy woman.. i appreciate things ok.. ehehehe