toRn!

Torn between the old flame with flaming desires and a new one with less effort.

How do we choose?

With so little time.
And my lack of enthusiasm of being enthusiastic.

I hate to push others to make decissions.
I hate making decissions for them.

I think ill be like the usual thing. Ill end up with nothing.

Mer has been right when she quote : "Us, with the boobs? We make alot of bad decisions."

Sigh.

Anyhow.. ill be going to Penang, the place i used to go on forthnight basis before.
Will blog on that when im home!

Keep B|eeding Banana!

Leona Lewis Keep Bleeding Lyrics

too LOUD!!

She's too loud.
Just too loud.

I know she's been here long, but need not to be too loud!

She reminds me of one 'goofy' colleague when I was in Nextel.
She needs to be loud to be heard.

And now she is ranting about her bonus.
Wallahi, i almost say it out - 'didn't they remember the word "Alhamdulillah"?'

I hate it here!

I Have Nothing - Leona Lewis

Leone have the most amazing voice. Sigh... impressed!!
This is one of many of her clips from X-Factor, UK.



Wanna see more? Go to Youtube and search for her. Ull be her FAN immediately! :)

Lets try one more time?

Salam

Well, its been 7 months ++ that i didnt blog.
What happened?
I guess, i am being busy mending my ownself.

Beginning of the year, 2008, has been quite a selfish time for me.
At least i think so.
When my mom started to complain on the rarity of my phone calls and my going back to Ipoh to see her, i kinda woke up and trying to be more attentive.

trying, still trying, but i think im doing better.

ive been down, and now, in the midst of collecting myself.

I guess ill blog more often.

Tomorrow will be the day ive been waiting for, for the past six month.. insyaAllah.

Its now 8.34pm, and i am logging off.

Will write again soon.

i.d.d.i.e.n